I got so upset last night about something my friend said ...

I got so upset last night about something my friend said ...

She didn't mean it to upset me so bad, but it did.

It may sound silly to people who really don't know me well.

She reminded me that our dogs were getting old. Yup, it sounds silly, I know but my dog is my bestest friend. She is very close to me. I can't imagine my world without her, but I have known since she was five that our time together was hastily running out.

My dog is now ten. The average age that dogs live to is twelve [i think]. That leaves just two years on average that I have left with her.

If you haven't read my homepage, or I have changed it [not likely because it is soo sweet lol] it says that I hate goodbyes. 

How am I supposed to say goodbye to the closest friend I have?

I'll feel like a piece of my heart has been ripped off and has just left a big hole.

I'll feel hollow inside with no emotions. I won't eat or sleep for days. I won't be able to stop crying for weeks.

Not even my friends can pull me out of this dilema. I'm doomed, and I have been doomed since I fell in love with my puppy.

I just needed to clear my mind.

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